There are bad days and then BAD days

This is the third my brother has had to go to the mental health department and he is very angry he thinks it is plot so they can watch. They know that he drives but he thinks that they want see if he comes back everyday and be nosy all up in his business. When I get off from work I will see what happens. He fussing yesterday because of this and I was about to go to my sister's house.He calm down enaough that I could stay home. He did go get some beer which he should not be drinking. I stayed in my room until bedtime and then called it a night. I did finish watching season 1 of Supernatural.

I need HELP

I need a support group for me to help cope with my brother. He is not even trying to do anything about his disease. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well another tough night with my brother.He is angry because my fifteen year nephew wanted to spend the night.He thinks we are keeping tabs on him but we are not is a Paranoid Schizophrenic so in his mind we are spying.But if he would just take his medicine and not drink beer he would be ok. He fussed all night about this so I didn't get any sleep and I had to work this morning.I think I will stay with my sister tonight so I can sleep.

I hope today will be better than yesterday.

Another Hard Day

Well thought it was a relaxing Sunday until Paranoid Schizo brother decided it was a good night to be mean to everyone.He just got out of Hillcrest on Weds. The judge told him what would happen if he stopped his meds again.Well I love him but if he want try. This is really stressing me because I promised my Mom I would take care of him.He is just not trying.Maybe he wants to go back.

I went to visit my brother yester day and he seem to be doing ok.He that he was ready to go home that those in the behavior center were crazy.I told makes you want to take your medicine and keep things under control doesn't it.He changed the subject.I home when he he gets out (we go to court July 7,2010) that he does not drink any more and takes his medicine without me having to argue with him.I mean I can't make take but now he knows that I can get help if he doesn't. I give me in depthe about his condition over the last two years next time.

Having someone you love commited to a mental institution

I know there are others having this same problem so I decided to start this blog. I made the hardest decision of my life after months of going through mental abuse with my brother.He has been diagnosed as a Paranoid Schizophrenic and refused to take his medicine. It also happens to be at the time when it is the anniversary of my mothers death two years ago and her birthday. He became so violent that he kicked my older brother Irby's door in and took a knife while we were not at home and stab the door. I should tell you his name is Clemon(unusual first name I know). This has been the hardest two years of my life. But last week he became so severe that I had to go to the Probate Court and sign documents to have him committed to Hillcrest Behavioral Center in Birmingham.