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Life is good for the moment

Up until now... UP TIL NOW It has been a crazy summer and very sad. I lost a friend and the mother of my niece and nephew. Also her youngest daughter was with her and was murdered also. My question was how dare he? Take the life of a very special young lady and her baby girl who had been through so much the first year of her life. She had been in the hospital until April then she had to go back and .She also had her arm amputated and was on oxygen. So How dare he and this was his daughter. I getting even more angry so on to something else. I went on my first cruise this year. It was Carnival Valor cruise. It started of that I was not having a good time and it was boring. Then we started our excursion on Half Moon Cay it was not great I got sick and dehydrated and almost fainted. But after that it was great. We Also went to St.Thomas and San Juan, Puerto Rico then Gran Turk was our final stop. We had two days at sea one at the beginning of the trip and one at the end. Before my cruise at the end of September I also had a weekend at Myrtle Beach.We Stayed at Breakers right on the beach and I went on a gambling ship out to sea.

Understanding

Well I am going to start off saying I don't understand. My schizophrenic brother always finds fault with my older brother and I don't know why. I mean I can say I did it and he still blames our older brother who is by the 9 and 10 years older than we are.He takes no responsibility, he is selfish

Vacation Sucked

I went on vacation and it was horrible. My sister acted like a total monkeys ass about everything and she says I don't know my faults.

Schizophrenia

My brother is having one of his tantrum because he was talking about my neice was getting money from her dad.He says that he didn't do the older kids that way. My brother in law said they were adults and he just went off on all of us so my good day with the girls went down hill from there

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Another Day in Paradise

Well, last night my schizo brother decided it was time to take to the next level.he called me the B word. Now I have never been called this in my 43 years. His probation period is up with the Mental Health Center and he feels that it is fine to treat people what ever way and not take his medicine. I have reported this to his counselor and if he does not go and get his shot I have to report this to her.
Last he also accused everybody of stealing his cassette tapes that he has number. Mind you nobody goes in his room but his disease makes him think this and he also thinks he is the smartest person in the world. He kicked the garbage can over and broke one of his tapes on the coffe table saying that we broke tape.

This really upsets me that he is not even making the effort to try and control this disease , he is letting the disease control him. I think he likes the anger and thinks it scares everyone. IT does not it makes us want to leave him or send him to Brice a Mental Health hospital in Tuscaloosa just to get a break.

Another is issue is that he likes to drink a lot of beer and the kids were supposed to bring beer back to sell from SC but i was not aware of this and my sister told him told him knowing that this would cause problems. He has been on the war path since Friday. I hope he gets his shot so that we can get some rest because he plays his music loud everyday and last night he played his music until almost 3:00 am and I had to go to work and the girls had to go to college. I am so tired.

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