Another Day in Paradise

Well, last night my schizo brother decided it was time to take to the next level.he called me the B word. Now I have never been called this in my 43 years. His probation period is up with the Mental Health Center and he feels that it is fine to treat people what ever way and not take his medicine. I have reported this to his counselor and if he does not go and get his shot I have to report this to her.
Last he also accused everybody of stealing his cassette tapes that he has number. Mind you nobody goes in his room but his disease makes him think this and he also thinks he is the smartest person in the world. He kicked the garbage can over and broke one of his tapes on the coffe table saying that we broke tape.

This really upsets me that he is not even making the effort to try and control this disease , he is letting the disease control him. I think he likes the anger and thinks it scares everyone. IT does not it makes us want to leave him or send him to Brice a Mental Health hospital in Tuscaloosa just to get a break.

Another is issue is that he likes to drink a lot of beer and the kids were supposed to bring beer back to sell from SC but i was not aware of this and my sister told him told him knowing that this would cause problems. He has been on the war path since Friday. I hope he gets his shot so that we can get some rest because he plays his music loud everyday and last night he played his music until almost 3:00 am and I had to go to work and the girls had to go to college. I am so tired.

अनोठेर डे इन Paradise

Coming Soon

coming soon the entire story of my last two years and schizophrenic brother tantrums recorded

My Nieces

Well last night it wasn't my brother the Schiz acting crazy it was my nieces.They arguing over eye solution for contacts.One diecided that this was work trying to break baby sister car windows over.They called the parents in SC and I called them back and said got to bed I got this. Keisha finally came home and went to bed but I at first locked her out the house becaus e she was fighting wiht Choaron who is the oldest and Tiffany was just arguing with her about the solution. I am tired but you know I will be ok just had to get that off my chest. I did tell exactly right cause I woke up out my sleep but you get the jist of it.This was a petty fight and Keisha didn't need to get so violent about this she gets paid today she can by some solution. But she was just way to wreckless I will have to watch out for that now. Smooches!

WOW my brother acted a total fool last .Threatening to kill people and just crazy.No idea what set him off but he says that if we have him on camera then F@#& all of us and we can sholve it up our a@# . He went on this rant from the time I got home until I went to bed.The kids were upset and he has no remorse about this.He thinks that he will not get in trouble or there are no consequences.We all suffer and we only want what's best for him. But when he runs out of the room and says that we had his guns takjen because he was going to kill us or he was going to kill my older brother Irby's son in front of the kids he is nuts. I will not blame myself for this part of his action even though I did have him committed to Hillcrest awhile back. But the judge says it's out of my hands and if he does not comply he will have to go to Bryce in Tuscaloosa.

I have a lot to write about later concerning this weekend

Oh yeah my brother had a episode Wednesday night and he cursed me out. I have no idea what brought this on but he said some went in his room and opened his refrigerator. Of couse you know this is not true but it sent him over the edge.Maybe he will do better this weekend.I will have to get indepth with you guys on this situation this weekend.