Another Day in Paradise

Well, last night my schizo brother decided it was time to take to the next level.he called me the B word. Now I have never been called this in my 43 years. His probation period is up with the Mental Health Center and he feels that it is fine to treat people what ever way and not take his medicine. I have reported this to his counselor and if he does not go and get his shot I have to report this to her.
Last he also accused everybody of stealing his cassette tapes that he has number. Mind you nobody goes in his room but his disease makes him think this and he also thinks he is the smartest person in the world. He kicked the garbage can over and broke one of his tapes on the coffe table saying that we broke tape.

This really upsets me that he is not even making the effort to try and control this disease , he is letting the disease control him. I think he likes the anger and thinks it scares everyone. IT does not it makes us want to leave him or send him to Brice a Mental Health hospital in Tuscaloosa just to get a break.

Another is issue is that he likes to drink a lot of beer and the kids were supposed to bring beer back to sell from SC but i was not aware of this and my sister told him told him knowing that this would cause problems. He has been on the war path since Friday. I hope he gets his shot so that we can get some rest because he plays his music loud everyday and last night he played his music until almost 3:00 am and I had to go to work and the girls had to go to college. I am so tired.

अनोठेर डे इन Paradise

Coming Soon

coming soon the entire story of my last two years and schizophrenic brother tantrums recorded

My Nieces

Well last night it wasn't my brother the Schiz acting crazy it was my nieces.They arguing over eye solution for contacts.One diecided that this was work trying to break baby sister car windows over.They called the parents in SC and I called them back and said got to bed I got this. Keisha finally came home and went to bed but I at first locked her out the house becaus e she was fighting wiht Choaron who is the oldest and Tiffany was just arguing with her about the solution. I am tired but you know I will be ok just had to get that off my chest. I did tell exactly right cause I woke up out my sleep but you get the jist of it.This was a petty fight and Keisha didn't need to get so violent about this she gets paid today she can by some solution. But she was just way to wreckless I will have to watch out for that now. Smooches!

WOW my brother acted a total fool last .Threatening to kill people and just crazy.No idea what set him off but he says that if we have him on camera then F@#& all of us and we can sholve it up our a@# . He went on this rant from the time I got home until I went to bed.The kids were upset and he has no remorse about this.He thinks that he will not get in trouble or there are no consequences.We all suffer and we only want what's best for him. But when he runs out of the room and says that we had his guns takjen because he was going to kill us or he was going to kill my older brother Irby's son in front of the kids he is nuts. I will not blame myself for this part of his action even though I did have him committed to Hillcrest awhile back. But the judge says it's out of my hands and if he does not comply he will have to go to Bryce in Tuscaloosa.

I have a lot to write about later concerning this weekend

Oh yeah my brother had a episode Wednesday night and he cursed me out. I have no idea what brought this on but he said some went in his room and opened his refrigerator. Of couse you know this is not true but it sent him over the edge.Maybe he will do better this weekend.I will have to get indepth with you guys on this situation this weekend.

Headed into the Labor Day weekend hope I can get passed the BBQ that I don't want to cook.

I am still feeling pretty bad today but I feel worse fro the guys at my job who were not picked for the new company.

Bad Day

Man I am feeling so BLAH today.I got up late and then I was late for work.I am still sleepy and I just took something for my sinus.I wish there was something to counteract coming off of the Lexapro.

Well it has been a good week so far.My nieces came in from out of town last night to start college. I also went to get food.I am that we can work thems out with my brother. He went to the Post Office yesterday and picked up the mail and my IRS check was in there and he wanted some money. I wiil see what he expects to

Sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday Night 08/13/2010

It was another one of those nights were my brother was acting crazy. He was angry about who put him in Hillcrest. I explained we all did and he needed the help. He says what goes around comes around so we will get ours. Well I have gotten mine many times over to help but why can't he see that.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are bad days and then BAD days

This is the third my brother has had to go to the mental health department and he is very angry he thinks it is plot so they can watch. They know that he drives but he thinks that they want see if he comes back everyday and be nosy all up in his business. When I get off from work I will see what happens. He fussing yesterday because of this and I was about to go to my sister's house.He calm down enaough that I could stay home. He did go get some beer which he should not be drinking. I stayed in my room until bedtime and then called it a night. I did finish watching season 1 of Supernatural.

I need HELP

I need a support group for me to help cope with my brother. He is not even trying to do anything about his disease. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well another tough night with my brother.He is angry because my fifteen year nephew wanted to spend the night.He thinks we are keeping tabs on him but we are not is a Paranoid Schizophrenic so in his mind we are spying.But if he would just take his medicine and not drink beer he would be ok. He fussed all night about this so I didn't get any sleep and I had to work this morning.I think I will stay with my sister tonight so I can sleep.

I hope today will be better than yesterday.

Another Hard Day

Well thought it was a relaxing Sunday until Paranoid Schizo brother decided it was a good night to be mean to everyone.He just got out of Hillcrest on Weds. The judge told him what would happen if he stopped his meds again.Well I love him but if he want try. This is really stressing me because I promised my Mom I would take care of him.He is just not trying.Maybe he wants to go back.

I went to visit my brother yester day and he seem to be doing ok.He that he was ready to go home that those in the behavior center were crazy.I told makes you want to take your medicine and keep things under control doesn't it.He changed the subject.I home when he he gets out (we go to court July 7,2010) that he does not drink any more and takes his medicine without me having to argue with him.I mean I can't make take but now he knows that I can get help if he doesn't. I give me in depthe about his condition over the last two years next time.

Having someone you love commited to a mental institution

I know there are others having this same problem so I decided to start this blog. I made the hardest decision of my life after months of going through mental abuse with my brother.He has been diagnosed as a Paranoid Schizophrenic and refused to take his medicine. It also happens to be at the time when it is the anniversary of my mothers death two years ago and her birthday. He became so violent that he kicked my older brother Irby's door in and took a knife while we were not at home and stab the door. I should tell you his name is Clemon(unusual first name I know). This has been the hardest two years of my life. But last week he became so severe that I had to go to the Probate Court and sign documents to have him committed to Hillcrest Behavioral Center in Birmingham.